How I wish I was there to watch this live!!!
Man, I love this song to death and I don’t get sick listening to this non-stop for a relatively long duration. And the most ironic part is I am not even a Dir En Grey fan to begin with though Kyo’s vocal attracts me a lot! It is such a pity that most of their songs are too loud for my liking but there are some other songs such as Cage and Ain’t afraid to die that I like a lot. Well if I have pick a song to represent my life, this will be it! To me, this song is exceptionally emotional be it in the melody or lyric. A song that draws out the conflicting feeling of wanting to love somebody wholeheartedly yet fearing of losing them eventually.
The Final English translation
The intention is clear, I stare… with this left hand,
unable to be worded
Every time I bleed, there lies the reason to live…
And I discover words being so vivid and bright
Even loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my hand
So even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand,
it will only be known as flowers of vanity
The final
One by one it multiplies… why be a sad bait?
Deep within the hell of my heart… I can’t go back
A self-torture loser, not being able to see tomorrow
Suicide is the proof of life
Even loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my hand
So even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand,
the petals will only scatter as flowers of vanity
So I can’t live
What’s lost can’t be born again
A song that’s not even seeking the proof of living
Let’s put an end… The Final
Let’s bloom flowers of attempted suicide.
