Carebear

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If I were Leah Dizon

I would not choose to be a gravure idol. Look, I have nothing against her and I am sorry if I have offended any Dizon fans out there. In fact, I think she is one of the most gorgeous looking women on earth! But sometimes I cannot help but to wonder why someone like her would choose to be gravure idol . Nobody will take a gravure idol seriously. Period. It is just a pity for such a beautiful lady to give up her dignity for monetary gains.

Good Friends Forever

I have the GREATEST Japanese friend and go on to feel jealous over me for this Just kidding! But hey, Akiko is like the nicest Japanese(not as if I have came across a lot to begin with) I have ever came across. Okay, I admit that initially it was her nationality that got me interested to befriend her, but our friendship did not stop at that cultural exchange stage. In fact, she is the person who I hang out with the most in school. Actually to set things clear, I do not have any close friend who I can call on to have dinner or study with. Yea, I foresee that my social life will collapse in semester 3 when she returns back to Japan.

So, anybody wants to befriend me?

The survey drama

Apparently somebody has gotten so upset over our group for ‘mass-sending’ surveys into their mailbox and decided to lodge a complain against us. Well, it is not as though like we are threatening you with a knife over your throat and you could have ignored our mails, like you always do, for some really random NUS mails. Better still, EMAIL US STRAIGHT to save yourself the many steps of pulling in a third party to address your damn CoNcErN O.o.

What is love?

My heart aches whenever someone who I know has fallen out of love, especially when it is over a year long of relationship. This reminds me of how fragile love can be, and at the same time it conflicts with my ideology that love is forever. You may say I am so naive and stupid to have that notion, but I am someone who stands still in steering clear from a relationship unless you know for sure that he is the right one. Okay, to be fair to those who have tried hard but still couldn’t get this relationship, I acknowledge that it is better to make a clean break than to prolong sufferings. However, have you not had the determination to brave it through during the difficult times just moment before you declare a relationship? How positive were you in this broken relationships at the beginning and what were you thinking just moment before you proclaim this a failure relationship?

I love you

You asked if I would ever see you when a thousand other boys were looking at me, but honey I can only see you in this sea of a thousand million people.

Run

My boyfriend is holding back from watching The Bee movie so that we can catch it together. I didn’t even realize he was waiting for me. I feel so bad about the little time I can spare being with him

Sometimes my life gets ridiculously busy till I didn’t realize that I had yet to bathe until the next day. My, the endless run of daily activities spare me no time to observe little trivia things in life, which very often are beautiful.

Expectation

Well, I have made a significant amount of effort in my essay but the result doesn’t quite agree with it. Anyway, that is it with expectations and sometimes it comes in times when you least expect it. Take for instance the result of my philosophy paper; I was expecting a close to failure grade but the actual result placed me in a rather safe range. And I’ve gotten the worse grade for module which I was very confident in. Jus WTH! I don’t think I know the method to do things right, yet.

Suck my thumb

Oh, he is just having another bad day sweetheart. Don’t be upset over what he said and do know that he means no harm.

How many Nth number of times do I have to reiterate this phrase whenever someone pushes me over to their minefield after having a bad day? I am innocent and you can find better targets other than me. Especially for guys who I have known up to this day, majority of them have got serious problem curbing their temper, or maybe they don’t intent to do anything about it at all.

Hamasaki Ayumi Facebook Page

This is my baby and look how far it has grown. I have 1838 fans on my Hamasaki Ayumi musician page already and soon it will exceed 2000 to surpass other similar ayu FB pages! Actually it was him who created this ayu musician page when FB first started launching musician account, but I didn’t expect it to grow so fast! I am gonna put my heart and soul in maintaining it because I love ayu, a lot!

Thank you for giving me this gift Chris

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Hamasaki-Ayumi/6287893471